Showing posts with label winter. Show all posts
Showing posts with label winter. Show all posts

Sunday, 21 December 2008

Solstice of Sexuality



'TIS the year's midnight, and it is the day's,
Lucy's, who scarce seven hours herself unmasks ;
The sun is spent, and now his flasks
Send forth light squibs, no constant rays ;
The world's whole sap is sunk ;
The general balm th' hydroptic earth hath drunk,
Whither, as to the bed's-feet, life is shrunk,
Dead and interr'd ; yet all these seem to laugh,
Compared with me, who am their epitaph.

Study me then, you who shall lovers be
At the next world, that is, at the next spring ;
For I am every dead thing,
In whom Love wrought new alchemy.
For his art did express
A quintessence even from nothingness,
From dull privations, and lean emptiness ;
He ruin'd me, and I am re-begot
Of absence, darkness, death — things which are not.


All others, from all things, draw all that's good,
Life, soul, form, spirit, whence they being have ;
I, by Love's limbec, am the grave
Of all, that's nothing. Oft a flood
Have we two wept, and so
Drown'd the whole world, us two ; oft did we grow,
To be two chaoses, when we did show
Care to aught else ; and often absences
Withdrew our souls, and made us carcasses.


But I am by her death—which word wrongs her—
Of the first nothing the elixir grown ;
Were I a man, that I were one
I needs must know ; I should prefer,
If I were any beast,
Some ends, some means ; yea plants, yea stones detest,
And love ; all, all some properties invest.
If I an ordinary nothing were,
As shadow, a light, and body must be here.

But I am none ; nor will my sun renew.
You lovers, for whose sake the lesser sun
At this time to the Goat is run
To fetch new lust, and give it you,

Enjoy your summer all,
Since she enjoys her long night's festival.
Let me prepare towards her, and let me call
This hour her vigil, and her eve, since this
Both the year's and the day's deep midnight is.
JOHN DONNE


Monday, 15 December 2008

The Discos of Christmas Past - No 2

Not a big disco single, this one, but a big winter favourite for me from Aztec Camera.

Roddy Frame looked so cool in his suede jacket with the tassels down the arms! Now I think he looks thin and young, and a bit nondescript, really. Was his haircut actually fashionable? It makes me think of Bluebottle, off the Goon Show.

The video is a live performance from Pebble Mill at One, a particularly naff daytime TV show that went out at one o'clock in the afternoon.



This song was 3 minutes 11 seconds of jangly musical genius, perfect for walking along side streets and country lanes with my hands stuffed in my pockets, feeling young and in lurve, and thinking about doing something poetic and heroic amid all the Thatcherite bleak midwinter.

We met in the summer
And walked in the fall
And breathless we talked, it was tongues.
Despite what they'll say,
It wasn't youth, we hit the truth

The faces of Strummer
Fell from your wall
And nothing was left were they hung [*]
So sweet and bitter,
They're what we found
So drink them down
and

Walk out to winter,
I swear I'll be there.
Chill will wake you,
High and dry
You'll wonder why.
Walk out to winter,
I swear I'll be there.
Chance is buried
Just below
The blinding snow.

You burn on the breadline
And ribbons and all
So walk to winter
You won't be late, you always wait
This generation,
That walk to the wall
But I'm not angry,
Get your gear
Get out of here
and

Walk out to winter,
Swear I'll be there.
Chill will wake you,
High and dry
You'll wonder why.
Walk out to winter,
Swear I'll be there.
You'll find
Snow blind
This is mine
This is mine!


AZTEC CAMERA
Words and music by Roddy Frame


[*] I love the Blu-Tak reference. It used to happen to my posters all the time in cold weather.

Unbepissed In Apricity


Thanks to the magic of the Oxford English Dictionary (and people who write about dictionaries) I know that I am experiencing apricity this morning.

Apricity means winter sunlight, and it is streaming through my window, warming me (I'm writing in a tee-shirt) and making it hard to see the computer screen. What a very useful word to know.

Another, far less useful, word in the OED is unbepissed. It means 'not being urinated on'. It describes me accurately. But I'm not sure why anybody needed to invent a word for it.